Figuring Stuff Out

I don't really know who i am, and I'm not yet comfortable enough to share my confusion with others. So this is going to be my outlet to figure stuff out until I can finally open up to those in life.

I love how it is when you’re on your main tumblr page and your best friend is also on tumblr, and you’re posting all sorts of things that make it obvious you’re losing your fucking mind and feel like losing control on your life and you’re so fucking lonely and that you want to die, and all she does is post more shit about fucking cats and how awesome her boyfriend is and fucking shit. I don’t even know anymore

I’m currently working on a rainbow-knotted bracelet to help me come out of the closet to the world
I mean, my best friends already know that I’m gay
So this bracelet is to show my pride and if anyone asks if I’m gay when they see it, I’ll say yes
I’m finally ready for that

I think one really hard thing is pretending you’re attracted so someone you’re not
Or trying to look for attractiveness in people you’re not attracted to
Or making up crushes so you seem normal, when in reality, you don’t have a crush 
Like yeah that guy is sooooo attractive
Or not
And I wonder how all this pretending will affect me in the future
Having to tell people that it was all a lie and that you were just scared to tell the truth
I’m terrified for that day

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I’m now out to all of my best friends

So I finally came out today, to one of my best friends who also happens to be gay. And right after I said it, he said, “Yeah. I know.”
And then he went on about how excited and proud he was and how he’s super excited that we can go to Pride together.
All in all, I’m glad I came out

THAT AWKWARD LESBIAN MOMENT

that-awkward-lesbian-moment:

when you’re still in denial, but have watched every lesbian tv show you can find / fantasize and have dreams about women / watch lesbian porn / constantly check girls out.

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redscudery:

swanqueenidiot:

Okay so the Colbert Report posted a link to the Ellen Page interview, right

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And I was already happy it was a fan favorite. But THE COMMENTS

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I MEAN

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IT’S JUST TOO GREAT

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ADAM AND EVE NOT ADAM AND MAPLE LEAF

Pray the eh away

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THAT AWKWARD LESBIAN MOMENT

that-awkward-lesbian-moment:

when you’re not out yet and you try not to show too much interest when a gay / lesbian character comes on TV.

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I think I’m going to come out to one of my friends tomorrow. He’s gay too so I think he’ll be good about it; frankly, he’ll probably be really excited. Hopefully he’ll be helpful too. I’ve been meaning to come out for awhile. I told myself for the past two days that I would come out that day, but it hasn’t happened yet. I haven’t the balls. Tomorrow…